I believe...that my dream is achievable. Suddenly there is this urge in me that tells me to run for what I desire. Suddenly things that seems impossible seem to tell me that it'll be possible and people in ages past have obtained them.
I want to play music so badly. I want to praise Him so badly with my instruments. I want to express myself freely in this great invention called the music. Who would realise that an octave range could be divided by 7 parts and can come alive by artistic application of mathematical calculations. (haha those who don't know much about music sorry)
Suddenly it's possible...suddenly it all seems possible that I could make music my bread n butter. I don't wanna be some marketing or sales executive doing office work climbing society ladder trying to earn his dream car and doing things the way everyone else's doing. I wanna be in the world that I wanna be. I wanna be in the world that I deserve to be. I don't deserve to be living those dumb singaporean climb society ladder no meaning stuck in the matrix kind of life. I deserve more.
Lol...Just give it my best shot...to do the things I really want. I wonder how far I can go...I really wonder...I'm handing it all to You God...who else could I hand it to?
